Im losing touch with reality?

Do you hear voices, have delusions or magical thinking? Do you feel that you have special powers? You are afraid to be hurt from previous life experiences. and that is understandable. Unfortunately, nothing ventured, nothing gained. Try a new friendship or relationship. Explain to them that you've been hurt in the past and want to take it slow. Nothing worse than being lonely and trying to carry the world on your shoulders. Consider psychotherapy.